12/15/2010

Its been a long time since I've written last. A lot has happened to but now the semester is over and there isn't much to write about. I am so happy that I was able to make it through the semester even though I had a lot of rough times. I will be leaving all of the new friends I have made to go make new ones. Times may change, and people may move away, I may meet people I wish I had never met while others I'll hope I'll never forget. But each person played a roal this semester and that I will always remember.

11/15/2010

I got to see my neice the other day. She is so cute. It's crazy to think that only a couple of weeks ago she was infront of our Heavenly Father. I've always wondered if she dreams about the premortal life. It's only a little while before the semester will be over. It's crazy to think about. I sometimes wonder what would have happened if I hadn't come summer semester. But that's in the past and I'm really don't care anymore. I made friends and so its all good. Oh there is this girl in the commons that, and not to be rude, but she wont shut her mouth. I don't know what to do.

11/4/2010

It's been a sucky week. My left ear started getting stuffed on tuesday. Wasn't to big of a deal. Until later in the day. It started hurting and got so stuffed things sound like their under water. I would so love if it would just pop or at least have the pain go away. I don't like having to take pain reliever just to take care of the pain. Anyway I am so ready for a break from school. Phill has his first baby. They named her Emma. My teeth are bugging me too. Life just seems to be going down hill right now. I hope it gets better. I missed my class this morning cause partly my ear and partly cause I was so tired. Life sucks right now.

10/26/2010

Well alot has happened I think since the last time I wrote. I got a massage yesturday. It wasn't long enough though. I feel like time is just flying by and I have no control over it. It makes me feel kind of sad and frustrated at the same time. I would really like to just stop and feel peace like I did so long ago. The only unfortunate part was that after a while everyone was bugging me and I didn't get to that total feeling of peace. School has been alright. I have a deal going with a friend to see who can stay off of facebook the longest. I'm kind of worried that I might no beable to make it. I really want to but it's not easy.

10/12/10

Woke up this today and wished I could have gone back to bed. But I had to get up and get going cause I knew that if I didn't then I would never get to school on time. Crazy though I only had one class today and now I'm just sitting around. It's kind of nice to just try to relax and not do anything. While at the same time I'm thinking about the homework that I have that's due tomorrow. Can't wait for chris's party on Saturday though that will be fun. It's a costume party and I'm going as the prince of persia. It should be interesting. I hope that I will be able to find some friends when I go to BYU-I. I probably wont but I would really like to.

10/19/2010

Only had one class today. It's kind of nice. Tate is headed for the mission home tomorrow. I find it kind of weird that he is my nephew and he is heading on his mission before me. The semester is about half over. That's just as crazy. I have been so tired lately. More so when I get back to the appartment. I seem to just fall asleep on the floor like its the most comfortable thing in the world. Anyway my costume or however you spell that word is kind of tight. Like it's not a muscle shirt but when I raise my arms then the shirt comes up so I have to wear a shirt under it. You know I wish life was different. I feel like I was born into the wrong world. Like I suppose to live in different world but that will never happen. I just see those movies and yes I know their just movies but sometimes I wish my life was as interesting as that. To me I just go about my day and since I have no idea on what else to do I walk around like a zombie. Just going about the day like a lifeless thing. I don't know.

10/14/2010

Todays been an alright day. Got to school on time. Had an alright class. I'm planning on getting out of my history class because it literally sucks. I can't focus to well and he just blabbs. Anyway I have a paper due this friday and I need to read number the stars. I also need to buy a costume. It's crazy I have so many things to do and I'm not sure I'm going to get it all done.